What Happened After That

 After that it was all just a blur.

Once we got to the burn unit I got to the room with my son. His dad and "step mom" were already there. He was half sedated, due to removing the soot and all that from his stomach and lungs. As soon at that boy heard my voice he grabbed for me and brought me down to hug him. Oh my, he made me feel so so so bad. After that I went with the nurses to the other side of the burn unit to shower, was able to change and wrap my feet before we went to the hospital, my Aunt did that for me. Still covered in smoke, and smelling like burnt hair and burnt skin. Once we got into the shower, the nurse sat with me, and i'll forever be grateful. She sat with me while I just cried and cried. Washing my feet was painful, they were almost third degree burns on both feet, and my toes. I just sat there trying to understand and grasp what had just happened. After the shower we went and they did me up and wrapped my feet, it felt so much better. After that I went to the room my son was in, his dad stayed with him, and he was very supportive of me in the beginning and that slowly changed, but we'll get into that later. He was sleeping, so my ex and myself went and stayed at a hotel close to the hospital, I really just needed to be alone. My son was in the hospital and my little boy was never coming back. I think that night all I did was scream and cry. Like my whole life, my breathe, my heart, my soul was taken with him at that very moment. After that the hospital was just a mess. I didn't visit much and there were really big reasons why.

1. My sons dad and "step mom" made it so uncomfortable, awkward, it gave you anxiety just being in the same room with him, and it wasn't healthy for my son.

2. They were constantly lying to the nurses, social workers at the hospital. Even called CPS, had court documents sent to the hospital, and lied to most or all of the hospital staff.

3. They were going behind my back and doing things they should not have been doing, instead of worrying about my son coming home, they were going to CPS and their lawyers to get custody of my two remaining children. 

They ALL made the healing and acceptance process with myself, my son, and my son and I impossible. We have missed out on so much talking, and so much healing because of BOTH FATHERS! 

So once I got everything handled with the hospital and CPS, they were supposed to come to my mothers house since we were staying there since our house wasn't livable. They did not end up coming to my mothers because they went behind my back and went out to my daughters fathers house, and my sons dads house. The hospital discharged my son to his father without my knowledge, clearly going behind court orders, CPS as well. And CPS said they can't enforce court orders, then he shouldn't of been allowed to take my son that day and exp without my knowledge. Two weeks went by before we finally went to court. Dealing with CPS, finding a lawyer, drug tests, hair follicles, etc. Those drug tests ONLY tested positive with THC, but yet they claim I was doing drugs, exp meth. Two weeks after the fire, it should have been in my hair if I truly WAS doing drugs, well guess what it DIDN'T because I DON'T do drugs! Well on that day in June, the judge awarded me my kids, and we went back to our shared parenting agreement, and let me tell you those men and his "step mom" made the kid's lives a living hell. We lost our home, our son, our brother, everything we had. And that whole time they were more worried about taking my children from me than them actually being okay. My daughters dad turned to drinking and was still doing cocaine, where he failed two drug tests. Blamed it on our son passing, no sweetie you've done this long before my son was even here. It has all been a mess, but up until October 4, 2023 we were doing perfect!

For now this is where I end..

Just so everyone know's and for anyone that wants proof of what I say in my blogs, I have it, and I'm not afraid to share it. This blog is to help people recognize and heal. I want them to know what it's like for people to destroy your life over lies, but like I said we'll get into that. I want them to stand tall, in any situation, there is light at the end of the tunnel. 

We will also get into how they started a criminal investigation, so I had to deal with probably one of the worst detectives I met. Because trust me if he did his job, and investigated all the lies the RIGHT way, we would never be here. Like I said the truth will always come out. And I have the true story!

Please reach out with any questions, and trust me all comments are welcome. Good or bad, we'll get to the bottom of the lies, and how they have all treated my children since then. <3